Almost fell of the horse..

okay, here's the thing, i went horse riding (sorry no picture, i didn't bring my camera)
at first, things were okay. i rode as usual, without the instructor by my side, but he's far off at the end of the field, watching me. Then the horse suddenly stopped in the middle of the field, and you know what it did ?! it stopped and EAT ! EAT ! i'm riding a horse and it can stopped and EAT ?! so, i calm myself down (first time riding without the instructor by my side) then kicked my legs forward, and it worked.
i rode as usual, then it suddenly stopped and begin to jumped, it's like i'm riding a wild bull and i swear i panic, the roped got lose and i lose balance, my body was half hanging on the horse, people are panicking and i heard gasping and yelling for me to hold on. a few second more i heard the instructor shouted "pull it harder ! harder!" i knew the more i panic, the chances of me falling down is higher, i calm myself down and think straight. i did as i was told, i pulled the rope horses harder and it worked. then i pulled myself up and straightened myself. Everybody is looking and watching, all of them looked relieved. i bent down onto the horse, stroke it's mane and i talked to it, "Calm yourself down, and then we rode, no more galloping, just walk" i said. After a few minutes, i kicked my legs forward and rode it as usual.

all the single ladies out there.

Okay read this bitches and read it well,

a lot of my friends came bawling and some of them complaint about the life of being single. Here's the thing, it's not that bad living life a single bitch. i'm totally happy with mine and why can't you guys ? i mean, single is just a status, it's nothing more.

Ans i'm telling you, being single doesn't mean that nobody wants you. it means that you're independent and you don't have to rely on anybody to get through your life. I'm doing fine with my messed up life and being single showed that you're strong enough to cope.

You have a crush on a boy ? that's fine ! it's okay, but he doesn't love you back? now that's Ouch. but hey, maybe there's a good reason, it's just the way of God saying 'i have something better for you'. we don't know when, or how, but He knows what's best for us, so just trust him and go with the flow, aite? :)

Beautiful voice :)

Bekah's graduation song, the one that she wrote and sang by herself. It's a slap in the face to Pledis that they lose someone talented like her.

I'm missing Bekah ;(

Bekah had announced that she will be graduating from After School last month, and yeah, she already graduated. I'm still tearing up inside, she's like, my favorite rapper other then Jiyong and Amber.

Jooyeon admitted that she's missing Bekah too, and then the leader Kahi. I keep on tearing up because of this, but whatever Bekah's decision is, she's always have my support and yeah, she's forever an After School and i'm forever a Playgirl.

i know we had a lot in common

Okay, here's the thing. i'm a useless bitch, wait, it's a bitch, not a slut. there's a difference between those two. okay, we let that pass by because that's not what i wanted to talk about here.

fact 1 :
How many of you can memorize a song lyrics in a few minutes but you can't memorize the simple mathematics formula ? well, this is my problem. i can memorize all the difficult dance steps, and hardest word to say in a lyric, but the simple and plain mathematics formula ? never --'

fact 2 :
i'm telling you guys that at night, my bed doesn't feel comfortable at all, like seriously, it's hard for me to sleep. i would be tossing around and roll about and sometimes i just jumped on my bed, trying to tire myself, but no use. How about in the morning? does my bed feels comfortable ? hoyeah, it's comfortable and cozy and it feels everything that made you reluctant to get up to go to school. am i right people ?