[Taeyang + G-Dragon + T.O.P] hscdn_ 090102

WHOOOH , BIG BANG FTW !

14november2010 .

i had a great time with 3iswara students yesterday . i use to hate them , but now they meant everything to me . they celebrated my birthday with me . and sang me a birthday song . i love you guys so much !

so yeah , whoot whooot ! <3

to :

mr right .

i'm happy that you talked to me again today . although we never met , but i was really hoping that you would remember me back some day . to you i'm just a new friend that you've made on Facebook . but to me , you're an old friend that i found back on Facebook . today i asked you a very sensitive question . but your answer made me feel like a thousand needles just went through my body . but as long as you're happy , i'm happy . so yeah , i hope you know that , this is for you .

tokyo revelations

where is this warmth going? when it’s tomorrow, it’ll vanish ,
If I synchronized the heartbeats of our chests , would I be able to fall to the same depth as you?

i’m always, always by your side , no matter how far your heart strays

While we drift inside the darkness , like innocent little birds, we huddled our wings together
You , who hide behind your smile when you’re lonely , are a blade of none melting ice
I bare my heart , and embrace you , forever…

where are you going alone? i’m just scared of looking back
The figure in my chest and the dull color , even though I’m sure that they’re actually very similar

with the same evanescence , we are gazing at the place that we’ll surely return to someday

no matter how we’re separated inside this darkness , our hearts call for each other with a bond stronger than anything
even if you’re laughing when you’re lonely, I know it
I want to warm , your cold fingers with my tears
I’m by your side…

while we drift inside the darkness , like innocent little birds, we huddled our wings together
You , who hide behind your smile when you’re lonely , are a blade of none melting ice
I bare my heart and embrace you , I’m by your side , forever…

hiragana :)

この温もりは何処へ行くの
明日になれば消えてしまうの
胸の鼓動を合わせたならば
同じ深みへ降りて行けるの

いつもいつも側にいるよ
どんな遠く君の心が迷っても

暗闇の中に二人で漂いながら
無邪気な小鳥のように翼を寄せていた
寂しい時には笑顔に隠れる君は
溶けない氷の刃
この胸を晒して
抱きしめる
ずっと…

君は一人で何処へ行くの
振り返るのが怖いだけなの
胸の形も哀しい色も
本当はきっとよく似てるのに

いつかきっと還る場所を
二人同じ儚さで見つめている

この闇の中でどんなに離れていても
心は何より強い絆で呼び合って
寂しい時には笑っていても分かるよ
冷たい指を涙で
暖めてあげたい
側にいる…

暗闇の中に二人で漂いながら
無邪気な小鳥のように翼を寄せていた
寂しい時には笑顔に隠れる君は
溶けない氷の刃
この胸を晒して　抱きしめる
側にいる
ずっと…

i wonder ,

i wonder how my life would be if i could travel through dimensions , fighting magical creatures , and discovering a way of life from other people . surely it would be an adventure right ? my current life is boring . yes . boring . all i do is , surfing the net , study and dance . that's boring . there's no adventure , sometimes i wish that my life would be like one of those story books that i'd read . to get lost in the Labyrinth , to go to a magic school for witches and wizards and learn on how to make potions . or maybe , to go on a quest , like , destroy something that is powerful enough to shake the world . or in a journey through dimensions for retrieving back something important . that sounded fun right ? we can meet people that we never expected to meet . but , what the heck , it's so no gonna happen right ? so yeah , i'm just going to keep imagining things as long as i live .

i wish he was real .

it would be totally awesome if SYAORON-kun is real <3

first place for 4 years ;)

there's a lot of cool new animes nowdays , but , somehow , none of them can beat Tsubasa Chronicle . no matter how cute , or innocent the character is , still , nothing can beat them . HAHA . and Tsubasa Chronicle had maintain their position as first place in my anime list . HAHA . well , yeah , my list . so no one cares right ? the best anime ever . and during their TOKYO REVELATION OVA , i cried so much because of syaoron's betrayal and fye's lost eye and sakura's tear and kurogane's pain . i feel bad for mokona modoki too . seeing them in pain made my heart aches . poor sakura , she lost syaoron just like that . HAHA ! yea yeah , i'm being dramatic , but it's truee ! i did cry . but i was glad that the story ended with a happy ending . they got back the real sakura and they continue their journey through dimensions .

imma Hottest .

wooyoung is just adorable . HEHE . they should perform like this , i mean , no heavy make up . and they made running man looks cool aite ? 2PM hwaiting <3

2PM WooYoung's Hottest .

yay , he's mine again ;)

wheeee , he's mine again . *hands up . whoot whoot ! HEHE . lil sis said .
"oh , i just like him , but i LOVE nickhun more"
and i was like , "whoot whoot ! he's mine , whoot whoot !"
okay , i sound ridiculous . HAHA !
but yeahh , whoot whoot , i'm going to take back what's mine , whoot whoot !

i was hoping for you to . .

when i tossed my heart to you , i was hoping for you to catch it ,
but i was wrong , you let it fall and it broke into pieces ,

and now , i'm having a hard on putting it back together .

father daughter conversation

some of you know that i'm playing an acoustic guitar right ? well , still a newbie . i need to improve on my strumming . well , i was in the car with daddy , and he said .

daddy : elle , i'll give you the ticket to London , how's that ?
me : for what ?
daddy : for you to go there and busk !
me : aahhh , ?
daddy : then i don't have to give you allowance ! HAHA !
me : dad -,-'
daddy : if you go there and busk , you can make a living .
me : oh , okayy -.-'

i hate it when this happen (T^T)

well , i know that Logan did not belong to me only . but , i hate to share . now all of my peeps want him . well , not all . but majority , yeah . arghhhh , i should have keep quiet about him . first , my beloved donghae , then my jonghyun , and then my key , next , my kevin , and then gi kwang , now my LOGAN ?! (T^T)

Super Love Concert :)

i'd watched both concert , Big Bang Electric Love Tour Concert and Super Junior Super Show Concert . both of the concert are great , but i prefer Big Bang's Electric Love . they got more energy and more loud . instead of Super Junior , they're awesome , no doubt but somehow , it didn't , you know . it's didn't attract me as much as Electric Love did . well , this is just my opinion . so yeah .

Big Bang's VIP .

Super Junior's ELF

oh uh , we're busted D:

OMGawd ! how did my picture and logan get here ? oh wait , i'm the who upload it . HAHA .

oh yeahh . that girl there , is ME .
the boy , it's LOGAN .

location : unknown D:

imma AFTER SCHOOL PLAYGIRL :)

i always tell you guys that imma AFTER SCHOOL PLAYGIRL right ? well , actually , AFTER SCHOOL is a korean girlgroup . and they call their fans PLAYGIRL or PLAYBOY . so when i said i'm a AFTER SCHOOL PLAYGIRL , it means i'm their fan , not that i'm walking around flirting and seducing boys . that is so unlike me . i mean , c'mon man , i can't even talk properly , let alone flirting --' .

the movie again .

just finished watching Percy Jackson , again . --'
HAHA . can't get enough of him D: he's just too cute . gaaa . somehow , he looks like Zac Efron in some way , right ? gaaa , he's cuter than Zac :p

happy birthday !

hey hey , yo waddup t.o.p .
you're one year older now huh , ?

so , T.O.P oppa is old , T.O.P oppa is old . HAHA !
sorry , i was just kidding .
well , humm , just wanna wish cha a HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
hope you'll be successful in your life and produce great music .
forever i'm your TOP V.I.P :)

love the way you lie (part 2)

the lightning thief .

i'm sure you guys had watch this movie right ? Percy Jackson and the lightning thief . no ? gaaa , you're lame . HAHA . well , the main character is HOT . yeapp , super hot . why ? because he caught my attention . and only hot people caught my attention . HAHA . well , i watched this movie like , what ? 10 times already ? never get tired of it . i memorized all the dialogue , well , only Percy's . so , yeahh . i like him . heee , he's LUCKY huh ? HAHA .

dear 'SHIKSHIN' ,
you're the best sister i ever had , whenever you perform on stage , my eyes are locked on you . to me , you're the cutest and the most perfect out of the 9 girls . and don't eat to much . you'll gain weight . oh well , i guess that's why they call you 'shikshin' huh ?
i'll support you no matter what .
so , aja aja hwaiting , (^.^)v

lots of love , your lil sys ,
xoxo .

a conversation between a boy and a girl .

boy : will you go out with me ?

girl : no .

boy : wait , what did i say just now ?

girl : will you go out with me .

boy : yeah , sure thing :)

oh my , oh my !

now who is this gorgeous ? oh , that ? that's my boyfriend . Logan Lerman . actually , he's my husband . HAHA ! so yeah , ladies . hand's off . no touchy touchy ==' *take out a bazooka .
come and get him if you dare !

to Logan : i love you , xoxo :)

DIRTY CASH .

"hey hey ,"
"hey hey , what's up ?"
"look"
"what ?"
"you want some dirty money ?"
"hell no , i don't want your dirty cash, yo"
"why ?"
"change your mind . "

You wake up every morning and thoughts of money tumble through your mind . your pockets bulging with dirty cash
Have some self control with your poison like dirty money . did you really forget your family and friends?

Instead of a white heart at school . your heart is in a white envelope
"Poison like dirty money"
Your apple crate without apples, . is filled with the greed of frauds and liars

Suffocating dirty cash , let's live happily without it, or is that crazy?
Dream blocking dirty cash , how much for my dream of a world where money doesn't equal happiness?

"Poison like dirty money"

by BIG BANG .

to : MR right :)

hey , you .

it's important . and i seriously need to tell you about it .
will you listen to me like you promised to ? well , you're the one who motivate me .
you better listen carefully , because i'm not going to repeat it like i use to .

did you get the message i tried to sent to you ?

i didn't get him .

i made a deal with my cool lil pet sis . if she didn't get any A in her exam , then G DRAGON will be mine , but too bad she got one A , so i can't have G DRAGON . awww , i want my EX back . awww , so sad . but if i take him back my lil sis will be my maduu , gaaa , i don't want any madu (T^T)
oh nevermind , i got AJ already . so i'm just going to stick to my man ,

*but still , G DRAGON kinda more to the bad boy attitude , my type . uhuk , gaaa ! nvm , aj's body's hotter ! :)

percy jackson

OMGawd , his smirk . he's just too hot to handle . i am so sorry AJ baby , but you know that i can't resist hot guys like him , and YOU :p HAHA ! gaaa , i want him !

*drag him away and hide him somewhere where you girls can't find him .

nyaHAHA ! now he's mine . mine , mine ! XD *imma freakatard :p

dear LOGAN : why do you have to be so HOT ?

mini version of BRIAN JOO ;)

haha , i don't know what to post bout this cute lil darl . i post a thing or two bout his brother , then he suddenly came up and said , "eh , about me ? you don't want ?" i was like , yeah , i wanna write bout you , but i don't know what to write . HAHA ! and i don't really know him . when i sees him , all i do is , "hey , taufiq ! SMILE !" and he'll smile , well , depends . sometimes he'll blush . and sometimes he'll smile . you all must be wondering why am i asking him to smile right ? in real life . when he smile widely , he'll look like BRIAN JOO . the mini version . that's why i'll always bug him to smile :D

awww !

awwww , he is so cutee ! gaaaa , ! *melts .

sir , you are under arrest for being to cute ;)

they're a part of my life .

people come and people go . but there's always those who leaves footprints in our heart .

i got a few people that leaves their footprints in my heart . and they meant a LOT to me . i might not be close to them , but like i said they meant a lot to me . couldn't bear to watch them getting hurt . well , i guess this is what people call best friends :)

people , meat the ZEAL's leader . Don Claudine Pereira a.k.a dongwoon's wifey . HAHA ! yeahh , she's a B2UTY too . she can dance , just need to touch a bit . HAHA , i can depend on her . she make things go 'WHOOSH!" with a snap of her finger . and my first trip to sunway (25.oct.2010) with her . awesome . great time baby , had a lot of fun ! :D

this guy here , is FAHMI . he's ZEAL's , humm . i don't know , delivery boy ? D: aaaa --' i'm blur . anyway , he dance perfectly . seriously . he's nice too . HAHA , but he always tricked other people , gosh i feel like slapping his face . HAHA . this year , well , i never get to know him for real , this year , since we dance pract together , we got closer and get to know each other . that's fun . one more thing , pssst : he got 6 packs XD HAHA ! but , i prefer AJ's body . HAHA ! LOL .

haziq azhar . i laughed a lot because of him . i don't really know him , but he already leave a footprint and he's a part of my life now . how old does he look like ? 15 ? 16 ? i don't know his age . but he's younger than me that's foe sure . he can be sarcastic at times . and i love love his suit in the picture . he looks handsome . ke ke ke . and oh , it's fun to crap with him :D

it's ARIF the AWESOME ! weee , ! he's fun ! you can tell it by looking at his pic . HAHA , he's quite to fun have around . he's all happy go lucky and he watch HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER . this boy totally go straight to my AWESOME list :) HAHA . i use to eat his bum , *chew chew chew . LOL . and he farts a lot . LOL , not for real . it's just a game we made . he became the fart boy D: HAHA ! *peace !

hey , it's DAY DAY DAYINI ! awwww , she's cute ! i can talk about almost anything with her including the pervy stuff . HAHA ! *oopsy , i'm busted --' she's quite a random kid . younger than me by 2 years . madly in love with a guy name C.A.P :) HAHA ! i can't predict her , it's hard . she's fun to talk with . we made up random FAN FICs and crapping together . bla bla bla :))

this punk here , is HAREEZ. well , my first meeting with him , didn't go well . we sort of had a fight . well , not exactly . --' he got scared with me scolding him . HAHA ! i smacked him a lot that time . but now , we're okay . he's a bit more to the weirdo personality . HAHA , vicious too . he'll do anything to get back to me . but gaaaa , he can't beat me , i'm too awesome ! HAHA !

it's barney !

hey , i just love barney , he's AWESOME :)
what the hell ? not that barney ! =='



oh yeahh , this barney . barney stinson . he's a LEGEN-wait for it-DARY !
suit up ! :) HAHA .

he's gedik and fun :)

amjad zaini .
that's his name . he's awesome , yeap . no doubt . a bit on the gedik side . HAHA , he's so full of himself . yeap . complimenting himself non-stop , almost got me to puke there . he's madly in love with this chick name lisa , i think . i don't think the chick will ever look at him ! anyway , news bout him being gay , so not true . it's just a joke , so guys, don't take it seriously . he got a girlfriend already , and a hot one too *cough cough .

to amjad : thanks for being honest with me , love cha' dear friend :) *peace .

he caught my heart :)

i'm sure most of you guys know him right ? this guy , captured my heart for like what ? a year ? well almost . gaaaaa , HAHA . i saw his dance practice . awww , his butt is puffy and all fluffy . LOL . HAHA , i can't resist it . gosh , i feel like a pervert here (^.^) hehe . what ever it is . he's the best , and up until now ,
i love him and only him .

to all the ladies out there : BACK OFF ! *takes out a bazooka and random shooting.

i'm not a mastermind .

we're not mastermind you know . if you got a problem . then tell us . don't keep it in your heart or your mind . we're not mind readers so we can't tell what on your head . say it out loud . we are not psychics . you always thought that you're alone . well , you're not . you told us that we're don't care bout you , that's not true . even you can't read our minds . i do apologize for not returning your messages . but i won't apologize for what i'd said to you . it's the truth . everybody knows that . and you know what ? if this is the way you want it , if this the way you want to end our friendship , i'm okay with it . maybe you're right . i don't care about you . and i don't understand you .

he melts my heart :)

did this boy just attract you ?


he's cute huh ? well , guess what? he's mine mine mine . LOL . not that i want to brag or anything . but yeah , he's mine baby . HAHA . he acts cool at times and rarely see him smiling . actually , i never get to see this seriously cute boy smile . he just , emotionless at times . but hey , i bet if he smiles million of girls would fall for him , and i seriously don't want that to happen --'

HEHE , I AM GREEDY :)

i cried like hell when i sees this (T^T)

uwaaa , gi kwang oppa , you said you love me and only me . haha ! juri unnie , i let it go this time , but please don't make gi kwang oppa kiss you again okay ? HAHA ! :DD

they're my FELLA .

you got best friends right ? everybody got best friends . even i have my best friends . well , i call them my FELLA . it sounds cooler that way , HAHA ! here's the thing about best friends . they could be your worst enemy . so even though you trust your best friends , well , just don't trust them too much and blurt out about every one of your secrets . they could turn their back on you one day , who knows . but for the best friends that stayed loyal and accept you for who you really are, are the one that cared about you sincerely and it proves that they're just not you best friends , but also your true friends :)

okay , enough with this introduction thingy . let's just get started shall we ?

okay , this babe up here is a wacko . she's fun to hang out with . actually , it's fun to hangout with her since she always do crazy stuff . totally fun , totally random . HAHA . it was really awesome . i used to hangout with her when i'm 13 . then when we both turned 14 . we sort of , you know , i don't really talk to each other . but now , we're 15 , HAHA , we can't even meet ! if we meet , gaaaa , you all would have a headache watching us both doing stupid stuff :)



now , who is this so called i-love-you-sign lady ? HAHA , that's nana . she's a bit childish and she's a bit gedik . but other than that she's fun . hey , her gedik is fun to have okay . her voice is cute too . love it . i wish i have a voice like that , gaaaaa , HAHA . nana's kinda shorter than sheila since sheila is all tall and actually , sheila's taller than me and i'm shorter than nana (well , that's embarassing -,-') where were we ? oh yeah , about nana . she's just photogenic . everywhere she went , i'll snap her pic , and it look so good . better than mine , no can do ! D:



she didn't look happy in the picture aite ? she probably sad thinking that she's gonna move . yeah . it's kinda sad though . my best friend moving far away . far far away to Sabah , is it ? i can't remember . some friend i am . anyway , she usually smile unlike in this pic . i don't know where she move to , but i hope that you guys (her new friends) will treat her right , got it ? if i ever get a message from her telling me that her new school sucks or she got bullied , or maybe she don't have any friends , you guys are seriously gonna get grilled by me . that's all , thank you :)



okay , now , this retarded looking boy is iftikhar . he's just plain retarded . HAHA ! sorry ift . he's awesome , great guy . he's the only guy that hangout with us , which is pretty cool , he's not embarrass to hangout with girls in the public . sometimes we crossed the line in teasing him , but he never pull a face or pouts or just ignore us . he always generous with that freakin' retarded smile of his , which is sometimes can be sweet . he's good in comforting people too , i seek most of my advice from him . HAHA ! weird huh ? --'

well , humm , i guess , that's all , FELLA

the letter

one day, a friend of Pak Pandir's asked him to write a letter for him. "Where will the letter be sent?" asked Pak Pandir. "To Penang" the friend replied. "I cannot go there," said Pak Pandir. "But you don't have to go. the letter will be sent there" explained the friend. "That may be so," explained Pak Pandir, "But nobody can read my writing. Therefore, i have to travel to Penang to read it."

Old Grave

one day, Pak Pandir said this to his family, "if i die, bury me in an old grave." "why?" they asked "because," Pak Pandir explained, "if the angels come, I can tell i died years before and have already been questioned. hopefully then, thay will return to whence they came"

The Buffalo

when his wife died, Pak Pandir was very sad and mourned for her for forty days . then his buffalo died . Pak Pandir became very sad and mourned for the buffalo for three months. the village folk were perturbed and ask why he had mourned for his buffalo more than his wife. "When my wife died" said Pak Pandir, "everyone said they would find a younger and better wife for me, but when my buffalo died, nobody offered me the same service."

SNOOP

One day, some people in the village said to Pak Pandir, "We see your wife walking from house to house. Tell her she shouldn't walk so much" "You are right," said Pak Pandir. "If she comes to our house, I will tell her"

easy method of birth

a woman in Pak Pandir's was giving birth to her first child. it was going to be a difficult birth. Many hours passed as her relatives waited for the impending birth. The relatives began to get restless, so they sent to Pak Pandir. He ambled over, carefully listened to their story and left. After a few moments, he returned with a squeaky toy. The relatives bewildered. One of them decided she had to know why he had brought such a toy . "Because the child will hear the squeaky toy and will rush out to play" replied Pak Pandir.